you were my only

i feel so lost when i feel uninspired. i feel like the sky is falling down, and there's nothing i can do about it. i almost feel like the world is on the verge of ending.

i so want to be inspired. i've spent almost a month spending every night browsing through beautiful photography, and nothing is working.

i am so uninspired. so completely and utterly uninspired.

i started thinking, maybe if i started blogging again, i would somehow be inspired once again. and i'm praying it's working.

so, my darlings, i am back. my posts may be a bit blunt at first, but at least they'll be there.

i'm off in search of inspiration.

xxo.

you don't even have to ask twice

so i will start off by apologizing. it has been a few days (too long!) that i haven't posted, and the word of the day failed. but, not without good reason.
my father was rushed to the hospital a few days ago, because he suddenly blacked out and fell over. everything is fine now, he underwent surgery this morning, and he's doing well. i'm going to go see him later, but the stress of what's happened these past few days has thoroughly exhausted me, so i'm going to have a nap first.
so i just thought i should let you know what has been happening, so there you go!
i'll be back to posting tons soon, don't you worry!
xxo.